Filthy You
- thisgirl818
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Filthy You
Ruined every fairytale I knew
I never felt so dirty in my life
Until you.
You tainted me with those words
And promises.
I was drowning in your bed of lies
Helplessly ashamed.
After you everything felt like nothing
It was all numb.
I became desperate to feel something
Anything.
You tainted me with your touch
And I want it gone.
So I did everything I could
I let him touch me.
To wash your marks away
Erasing memories.
His kiss had replaced yours
Or at least I pretend.
He never touched me that way
Special and alive.
I don't feel beautiful when he fucks me
It felt empty.
Like there was something missing.
Maybe it's you.
I close my eyes and hide myself
over and over again.
I get drunk into my own sadness
Staring into nothing.
I couldn't tell him those things
Filthy, sinful secrets.
Not until I'll love him more than
I've ever loved you.
You broke me over and over
And I let you.
Because I loved you.
I did.
Like black ink spilling on the sheets
Filthy but beautiful.
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" I close my eyes and hide myself
over and over again."
Your best poem yet.
You dug deeper and really got into the tone. Well done!!
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The pain is one many can feel through your words.